Slander My Name Please. It Wasn Meee

My first experience on the Internet was mostly to do with socialising on the Spiritual Yahoo groups and of course those damn sex sites and addiction, you see it was all about my own scientific enquiry into the nature of mind and instincts, during this episode of my life I always tried to stay self aware, sometime with success, but sometimes not always.

One interesting thing I found was that people like to chat and like to be taken notice of, the spiritual sites that I took part in were just like this, I have read something from some book, I quote that something, and I get like minded people complimenting me on what I have said, my ego is nourished.

However this did not always happen when the conversation was with me, I would say something along these lines:
Is that from your own experience or is it quoted from some book? And if quoted from some book what good is it in your spiritual development?

Then WAR.....lol it happened so many times that people thought I was a rebel, as I have stated before some where, I was thrown off many sites and those who were able to manage to put up with me it was always a battle, I became an internet warrior.

During this time I found that people would go look for information on me that was what they considered would slander me, and this phenomena would happen lots and there has always been plenty of material around that people could find to slander the name of Ozay Rinpoche, one of my methods of teaching people was this; they would go find information about me that I had purposely put on the net so that they could use for ammunition to slander Ozay Rinpoche because the truth I use hurts the ego badly sometimes this therefore promts action and it is always the same reaction every-time.

I could plot out step by step a reaction of someone before they had even done it I even showed this to be the case by secretly informing other members that this and this was going to be the next reaction they would get so angry because ego had not been satisfied, then I would hit them with a big one, I would write down every criminal activity I had done in this body since I was ten years old, the list was as long as my arm, and I had commited some pretty nasty crimes too much moore worse than the information they could find about me, this would as they say in England take the wind out of their sails.

Then I would say: Now how do you "FEEL"? If it makes you feel good then I have done a better job for you, are you satisfied? Many would take the next step which I mention below, otherwise there was no show of reaction at this stage, but after some years of knowing these people I saw significant changes of their egos, the ego had in time loosened its hold over some of these people who became friends of mine eventually, that cancer called the ego.

Another interesting observation I had made during those years of Internet wars was this:
If I am honest about everything concerning myself, that is I am not ashamed to mention I have sex in strange ways, or I have this and that wrong with me, or I am a complete idiot, just everything that a person who cherishes his ego would not in a million years own up to, I would just own up to it, unfortunately I would even make things up that was bad about myself. And then this would be the usual reaction:

They would accuse Ozay Rinpoche of being guilty of the very same things they were guilty of themselves, they would accuse me of my ego of having the very flaws they had, therefore I never even had to look hard to find where the ego had imbalanced these people because once I knew this secret it was easy to understand people, and this happened too many times for it to be coincidence.

Thankyou for reading hope you learned something about yourself today.

love truth peace Compassion Freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedom

(Braveheart)

Ozay Rinpoche

(The Fraud)