Friday, 30 April 2010
Wednesday, 28 April 2010
Tuesday, 27 April 2010
Ozays Many Names?
Often I am asked about this ridicules name that I use; Ozay Rinpoche, for instance what lineage do I you come from? lineage, huh? Today a young monk from Bhutan messaged me, and asked me that very same question, well you know I did not want to upset him so I ignored him the first time he asked, I asked him was it true that monks get beaten with sticks and things like that, then he asked me again; "what lineage do you come from Rinpoche"? I ignored the question and asked him, do you meditate? He said "no, I am learning certain princibles" I said that is good.
Then he asked me; who is your Lama, I could not avoid his questioning for much longer, how could I tell him I am a fraud, I thought to myself, then I thought, no tell him the truth, I said to him I am a fraud and the lama who teaches me is not of this world.
Do you know what he said then? He said I bow to you from here, you are my master.
Now this young monk was born in 1988 that means he was only 21 years old, of course i told him there is no one who is greater than you I cannot be your master, and there is no one who is less than you, for you cannot be their master either, we are all the same non is great and non is less, but still this young monk would not have it, I am his Master.
I did not tell him that I had become enlightened in a prison cell, yet in such a short amount of time he saw what few can see who have been practising for life times,
Did he know something that so many have been trying to understand, this is not about being anyones master, but it is about master of the self, he was told who is the true master and who is not, yet still he paid homage to this.
These people who are living in high places which are not close to modern civilisation can be more pure in their hearts if helped along by certain conditions, ie monastery, which goes a very long way towards their evolvement, too many of the people I speak do do not really wish to find enlightenment they are unaware of this but most people merely take one old mask away and replace it with another new mask, the ego is very smart, indeed they become what we call in the West: Smart Arses, but of the unconscious kind, however some are more concious than others, they get angry fast. I call this slippery ego.
Some may say this young monk was naive, if that is so, I say this: this kind of naivety will take him to know his true nature, and his own master who is not of this world, just as my lineage and lama are not of this world, nothing that I know comes from any teaching, all that I know does "NOT" come from this world.
I hope this helps a little on your journeys.
Love truth Peace Compassion Freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedom
Ozay Rinpoche
(The fraud)
Then he asked me; who is your Lama, I could not avoid his questioning for much longer, how could I tell him I am a fraud, I thought to myself, then I thought, no tell him the truth, I said to him I am a fraud and the lama who teaches me is not of this world.
Do you know what he said then? He said I bow to you from here, you are my master.
Now this young monk was born in 1988 that means he was only 21 years old, of course i told him there is no one who is greater than you I cannot be your master, and there is no one who is less than you, for you cannot be their master either, we are all the same non is great and non is less, but still this young monk would not have it, I am his Master.
I did not tell him that I had become enlightened in a prison cell, yet in such a short amount of time he saw what few can see who have been practising for life times,
Did he know something that so many have been trying to understand, this is not about being anyones master, but it is about master of the self, he was told who is the true master and who is not, yet still he paid homage to this.
These people who are living in high places which are not close to modern civilisation can be more pure in their hearts if helped along by certain conditions, ie monastery, which goes a very long way towards their evolvement, too many of the people I speak do do not really wish to find enlightenment they are unaware of this but most people merely take one old mask away and replace it with another new mask, the ego is very smart, indeed they become what we call in the West: Smart Arses, but of the unconscious kind, however some are more concious than others, they get angry fast. I call this slippery ego.
Some may say this young monk was naive, if that is so, I say this: this kind of naivety will take him to know his true nature, and his own master who is not of this world, just as my lineage and lama are not of this world, nothing that I know comes from any teaching, all that I know does "NOT" come from this world.
I hope this helps a little on your journeys.
Love truth Peace Compassion Freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedom
Ozay Rinpoche
(The fraud)
Slander My Name Please. It Wasn Meee
My first experience on the Internet was mostly to do with socialising on the Spiritual Yahoo groups and of course those damn sex sites and addiction, you see it was all about my own scientific enquiry into the nature of mind and instincts, during this episode of my life I always tried to stay self aware, sometime with success, but sometimes not always.
One interesting thing I found was that people like to chat and like to be taken notice of, the spiritual sites that I took part in were just like this, I have read something from some book, I quote that something, and I get like minded people complimenting me on what I have said, my ego is nourished.
However this did not always happen when the conversation was with me, I would say something along these lines:
Is that from your own experience or is it quoted from some book? And if quoted from some book what good is it in your spiritual development?
Then WAR.....lol it happened so many times that people thought I was a rebel, as I have stated before some where, I was thrown off many sites and those who were able to manage to put up with me it was always a battle, I became an internet warrior.
During this time I found that people would go look for information on me that was what they considered would slander me, and this phenomena would happen lots and there has always been plenty of material around that people could find to slander the name of Ozay Rinpoche, one of my methods of teaching people was this; they would go find information about me that I had purposely put on the net so that they could use for ammunition to slander Ozay Rinpoche because the truth I use hurts the ego badly sometimes this therefore promts action and it is always the same reaction every-time.
I could plot out step by step a reaction of someone before they had even done it I even showed this to be the case by secretly informing other members that this and this was going to be the next reaction they would get so angry because ego had not been satisfied, then I would hit them with a big one, I would write down every criminal activity I had done in this body since I was ten years old, the list was as long as my arm, and I had commited some pretty nasty crimes too much moore worse than the information they could find about me, this would as they say in England take the wind out of their sails.
Then I would say: Now how do you "FEEL"? If it makes you feel good then I have done a better job for you, are you satisfied? Many would take the next step which I mention below, otherwise there was no show of reaction at this stage, but after some years of knowing these people I saw significant changes of their egos, the ego had in time loosened its hold over some of these people who became friends of mine eventually, that cancer called the ego.
Another interesting observation I had made during those years of Internet wars was this:
If I am honest about everything concerning myself, that is I am not ashamed to mention I have sex in strange ways, or I have this and that wrong with me, or I am a complete idiot, just everything that a person who cherishes his ego would not in a million years own up to, I would just own up to it, unfortunately I would even make things up that was bad about myself. And then this would be the usual reaction:
They would accuse Ozay Rinpoche of being guilty of the very same things they were guilty of themselves, they would accuse me of my ego of having the very flaws they had, therefore I never even had to look hard to find where the ego had imbalanced these people because once I knew this secret it was easy to understand people, and this happened too many times for it to be coincidence.
Thankyou for reading hope you learned something about yourself today.
love truth peace Compassion Freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedom
(Braveheart)
Ozay Rinpoche
(The Fraud)
One interesting thing I found was that people like to chat and like to be taken notice of, the spiritual sites that I took part in were just like this, I have read something from some book, I quote that something, and I get like minded people complimenting me on what I have said, my ego is nourished.
However this did not always happen when the conversation was with me, I would say something along these lines:
Is that from your own experience or is it quoted from some book? And if quoted from some book what good is it in your spiritual development?
Then WAR.....lol it happened so many times that people thought I was a rebel, as I have stated before some where, I was thrown off many sites and those who were able to manage to put up with me it was always a battle, I became an internet warrior.
During this time I found that people would go look for information on me that was what they considered would slander me, and this phenomena would happen lots and there has always been plenty of material around that people could find to slander the name of Ozay Rinpoche, one of my methods of teaching people was this; they would go find information about me that I had purposely put on the net so that they could use for ammunition to slander Ozay Rinpoche because the truth I use hurts the ego badly sometimes this therefore promts action and it is always the same reaction every-time.
I could plot out step by step a reaction of someone before they had even done it I even showed this to be the case by secretly informing other members that this and this was going to be the next reaction they would get so angry because ego had not been satisfied, then I would hit them with a big one, I would write down every criminal activity I had done in this body since I was ten years old, the list was as long as my arm, and I had commited some pretty nasty crimes too much moore worse than the information they could find about me, this would as they say in England take the wind out of their sails.
Then I would say: Now how do you "FEEL"? If it makes you feel good then I have done a better job for you, are you satisfied? Many would take the next step which I mention below, otherwise there was no show of reaction at this stage, but after some years of knowing these people I saw significant changes of their egos, the ego had in time loosened its hold over some of these people who became friends of mine eventually, that cancer called the ego.
Another interesting observation I had made during those years of Internet wars was this:
If I am honest about everything concerning myself, that is I am not ashamed to mention I have sex in strange ways, or I have this and that wrong with me, or I am a complete idiot, just everything that a person who cherishes his ego would not in a million years own up to, I would just own up to it, unfortunately I would even make things up that was bad about myself. And then this would be the usual reaction:
They would accuse Ozay Rinpoche of being guilty of the very same things they were guilty of themselves, they would accuse me of my ego of having the very flaws they had, therefore I never even had to look hard to find where the ego had imbalanced these people because once I knew this secret it was easy to understand people, and this happened too many times for it to be coincidence.
Thankyou for reading hope you learned something about yourself today.
love truth peace Compassion Freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedom
(Braveheart)
Ozay Rinpoche
(The Fraud)
Friday, 16 April 2010
Happiness is just Madness.
This morning my love Ahiranta and I were on the sofa being in our peace together contacting each other, then 'thought' I thought I better break this as we have things to do in this life, I put the TV on to break into that peace. We have our little Grandchild here today also, Bobby, he is really a cute little fellow, utterly handsome all the women go weak at the knees when they see him so they just have to pick him up and cuddle him, and kiss him and lick him...lol Ahiranta's legs are so weak they are like jelly wobbling all the time, laugh out loud, well he does take after his granddad I have the same problem, I suppose its understandable.
TV on, and what is it? Frazier, we caught it on a scene where Frazier is keeping himself busy, there is something he doesnt want to face for it will make him unhappy if he faces it, ie if he stops, and his father tells him not to get lost in what he is doing and give himself time to be happy.
At this point I become nauseated, this is supposed to be wisdom, puke, puke, everyone believes this is wisdom, but this is foolish wisdom, and I hear this kind of wisdom being repeated over and over again, and again if everyday people are not saying it then you even have the 'So called enlightened people giving out the same foolish wisdom'
Hear this truth, this true wisdom, take it or leave it at your own peril who is going to lose? This is the truth and and it is beyond the foolish happiness you chase constantly for.
The happiness most people go after usually comes at a price, this happiness always ends up in unhappiness, the see-saw effect, that is why there are so many divorces, so many marriage break ups, so many people who end up in mental institutions because we are all conditioned to 'believe the same kind of things bring happiness, this kind of happiness is an illusion, it can never be real happiness the reason for this is because this happiness you rely on is always outside of you, this happiness relies on you being able to have control over your environment, so that things are kept under control then you can have your hard gained happiness, but only if it goes accordingly, only if it goes with whatever rules you have given it to be so, to make you happy and everyone will make different rules to allow them this kind of momentary happiness we put rules on society on environment, it is not true happiness, it cannot be true happiness, because you may have control for a short while and then, big explosion you are unhappy, you have lost control over your environment, under these conditions it is like living life on a roller-coaster, this is the happiness everyone is talking about, the more things your happiness relies on the more chances you are going to become very unhappy, those people who have only small amount of things to make them happy get away from it for longer but they too get caught sooner or later.
It is like a rancher who has cattle, he may have many cattle, he may have few cattle, in order for him to gain money(happiness) he has to have control of those cattle they have to be kept penned in, they have to have water, they have to have food and he is responsible for them, therefore he puts up the boundary posts and fencing, if the fencing is breached he will become tense and anxious, hence he will be unhappy, so long as he has control he will be happy, therefore in order to keep this control he has to regularly go and check the food, go and check the water and go to see the posts and fencing to make sure they are still effective, if they are not effective then he will have to give it his manual labour.
All this is the price to pay for the happiness that so many guru's preach about so many clergy men preach about, but they have missed and essential ingredient, in this situation the rancher goes to bed and has sleepless nights worrying that there will be no rain, that there may be a drought and he cannot afford to buy hay to feed his cattle, or even someone may break down his fencing and steal his cattle from him, and they may all be gone or even run away, this kind of life will eventually wear him down, he will age quickly because he has taken all this worry upon himself, for this so called illusion of happiness.
Try to understand this is a metaphorical rancher, the rancher really stands for that part of us all who chases after happiness, the cattle stands for each pursuit and those many things that bring that momentarily happiness they are many and varied but yet all outside of himself, he knows there is something good in life, this is an innate feeling but he mistakenly thinks that it is in the wealth of the cattle, all the outside pursuits, the cattle stand for many things he chases after in his life, each individual cattle stands for one pursuit of happiness out of the many transient things he has pursued in his life, the bull of the herd, or the stud stands for the one most important happiness and from this stems the whole herd, from this stud comes the strength of all the other cattle for they are all related in some way to this one bull, this bull can represent, one's true love, one husband, ones wife, ones business, one's child, one's wealth, one's car, one's home etc and then all other things that make one happy rely on this one thing take the head bull out and then eventually the heard will fall prey to all kinds of problems until eventually all is gone, like if you are rich and you attract all your friends because of that then when you lose your money you will also lose your friends, this is your happiness.
Now listen to this, for if you miss it you will carry on for the rest of your life being miss guided by the false guru's. One day illness is going to come, then happiness will be lost very easily, for all those things while you are ill you cannot have, because they are all things that lie outside of you, you may even have to leave your body, which will be very hard for you to do and this will make your parting a very painful event in all ways, both for you and for those who are reliant upon you for their own transient kind of happiness, the stress of holding onto this control over all these things will probably be the cause of this demise, because of stress related illness.
Yet in all of those momentarily happiness things that you chase after lies a key to true happiness, if you do not as most do, take them for only skin deep, for if one investigates what is happening within me on account of this new boyfriend/girlfriend, car, house, wealth etc. What is really happening inside of "ME" for instance it "FEELS" pleasant.
Now ask yourself; what caused this pleasant feeling? if you are superficial with your life then you will get a superficial answer back, Oh! I have a new car, a new boyfriend, a new house, I am wealthy now, and I am happy because of that, all these things in no time if you are honest with yourself are all but chasing the wind, yet still there was that moment you had this happiness "YOU FELT IT".
Then if you take the external environment that is the external stimulas car boyfriend house wealth out of this, that is that which caused this feeling, then you will be aware of some internal process that happened, it "FELT" remember and though I made all those rules with my mind and this thing that caused this "FEEL" within me was from the outside, there was something definate that happened inside of me.
Next question on one who wishes to fathom out the truth, where did I feel it after I had thought it through and everything met my mental criterior for happiness to happen?
Now for many people this "FEEL" will begin in the stomach, it is unusual in my own investigation to start in the chest area, as many people will be book read and say it felt in my heart area, we are not talking about books we are talking about real here, though I have to say one can once felt this "FEEL" in the stomach move it to the belly, or sometimes one will not be conscious that it was already feeling in the belly before you became concious of that "FEEL" rising into your chest, that I have seen to be possible.
Now you have observed that happiness was not really something that happened because of something that was outside of you, though somthing happened outside it cannot be responsible for inside me that is me inside...... Now what else happened so that this "FEEL" inside of the belly happened, well just before it your body felt free from tension, that is the mind was satisfied then the mind was at ease, therefore your body became realaxed all tension left your body, because everything met your criterion for happiness there was also a moment of stillness.
If you look further into yourself you would have seen that your breath had slowed right down and that you were breathing in a different way there it was and then gone, why because you were controlled by your environment, it stopped you made it stop when the external thing stopped, you made it stop with mind and rules, you layed down conditions for your own happiness to happen, you layed down those condition in the environment which is like the cattle we spoke of, your cattle are mostly outside of your control that is why so few people really are happy with their lives, when you try to control a something, when you try to lay rules on a something that you think will make you happy, you have basically given permission for everything and everyone to control you this outside control causes inner tension this causes dis-ease unhappiness eventually this stress will cause death to the body, the more you have control of your body the more longer life you will give to it, keep tension away, keep body relaxed at all times.
How to take back control of yourself? "LET GO" let it all go, get rid of it the need to control the need of false stimulases, then you have a clear ground that you can work in, then look at all those mechanisms you observed when momentarily happiness was happening to you, they were all inner levers, observe your mind and the things you have become attracted to like a magnet and you create all kinds of things around this, like Frazier in the beginning of this discourse he lost himself in everything because he feared facing himself with nothing to do, why? Because he thought he could find happiness in doing something outside of himself when he should have looked inside and took control of his own levers by learning to be aware, by knowing how to bring internal happiness, one can defeat an enemy once he knows that enemy wrongful pursuit of one 'Thinks' as happiness.
Take back control of your mind, take back control of your breath, and take back control of your body, if you think I mean meditation then you are wrong if you think that meditation is a something to do to find happiness, if you think that meditation is not doing anything then you begin to get the idea, just sit do nothing and you will find your true nature is really happiness, it is not in doing meditation meditation is in nothing, but not happiness reliant upon anything it is happiness that can only be come to by achieving inner peace and this inner peace can only be come to when one has let go of all of those external stimulus's that you thought were going to give you true happiness, you were mistaken they were only clues for you to look inside of yourself and find the true source, a true inner search will find the same thing as I did; It was never happening outside it was always inside.
Now therefore if you are unhappy do not blame anyone except you yourself and your own inability not to see where it all comes from, it is you who is responsible for everything that happens to you true happiness is not dependant on external stimulus true happiness can only be found when one is at peace with themselves that is true happiness it has no boundary lines it is not dependant on anything other than the self, this happiness gives you the sleep of a new born all fears are lost all anxieties of losing it are non existent this happiness lies in not chasing happiness, but rather to discover the peace within the self that is true happiness and it cannot be taken away, if you get good at this the time that comes to take leave of the body it will be a pleasant experience rather than a nightmare for yourself and everyone involved with you.
LOVE TRUTH PEACE COMPASSION FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOM
OZAY RINPOCHE
TV on, and what is it? Frazier, we caught it on a scene where Frazier is keeping himself busy, there is something he doesnt want to face for it will make him unhappy if he faces it, ie if he stops, and his father tells him not to get lost in what he is doing and give himself time to be happy.
At this point I become nauseated, this is supposed to be wisdom, puke, puke, everyone believes this is wisdom, but this is foolish wisdom, and I hear this kind of wisdom being repeated over and over again, and again if everyday people are not saying it then you even have the 'So called enlightened people giving out the same foolish wisdom'
Hear this truth, this true wisdom, take it or leave it at your own peril who is going to lose? This is the truth and and it is beyond the foolish happiness you chase constantly for.
The happiness most people go after usually comes at a price, this happiness always ends up in unhappiness, the see-saw effect, that is why there are so many divorces, so many marriage break ups, so many people who end up in mental institutions because we are all conditioned to 'believe the same kind of things bring happiness, this kind of happiness is an illusion, it can never be real happiness the reason for this is because this happiness you rely on is always outside of you, this happiness relies on you being able to have control over your environment, so that things are kept under control then you can have your hard gained happiness, but only if it goes accordingly, only if it goes with whatever rules you have given it to be so, to make you happy and everyone will make different rules to allow them this kind of momentary happiness we put rules on society on environment, it is not true happiness, it cannot be true happiness, because you may have control for a short while and then, big explosion you are unhappy, you have lost control over your environment, under these conditions it is like living life on a roller-coaster, this is the happiness everyone is talking about, the more things your happiness relies on the more chances you are going to become very unhappy, those people who have only small amount of things to make them happy get away from it for longer but they too get caught sooner or later.
It is like a rancher who has cattle, he may have many cattle, he may have few cattle, in order for him to gain money(happiness) he has to have control of those cattle they have to be kept penned in, they have to have water, they have to have food and he is responsible for them, therefore he puts up the boundary posts and fencing, if the fencing is breached he will become tense and anxious, hence he will be unhappy, so long as he has control he will be happy, therefore in order to keep this control he has to regularly go and check the food, go and check the water and go to see the posts and fencing to make sure they are still effective, if they are not effective then he will have to give it his manual labour.
All this is the price to pay for the happiness that so many guru's preach about so many clergy men preach about, but they have missed and essential ingredient, in this situation the rancher goes to bed and has sleepless nights worrying that there will be no rain, that there may be a drought and he cannot afford to buy hay to feed his cattle, or even someone may break down his fencing and steal his cattle from him, and they may all be gone or even run away, this kind of life will eventually wear him down, he will age quickly because he has taken all this worry upon himself, for this so called illusion of happiness.
Try to understand this is a metaphorical rancher, the rancher really stands for that part of us all who chases after happiness, the cattle stands for each pursuit and those many things that bring that momentarily happiness they are many and varied but yet all outside of himself, he knows there is something good in life, this is an innate feeling but he mistakenly thinks that it is in the wealth of the cattle, all the outside pursuits, the cattle stand for many things he chases after in his life, each individual cattle stands for one pursuit of happiness out of the many transient things he has pursued in his life, the bull of the herd, or the stud stands for the one most important happiness and from this stems the whole herd, from this stud comes the strength of all the other cattle for they are all related in some way to this one bull, this bull can represent, one's true love, one husband, ones wife, ones business, one's child, one's wealth, one's car, one's home etc and then all other things that make one happy rely on this one thing take the head bull out and then eventually the heard will fall prey to all kinds of problems until eventually all is gone, like if you are rich and you attract all your friends because of that then when you lose your money you will also lose your friends, this is your happiness.
Now listen to this, for if you miss it you will carry on for the rest of your life being miss guided by the false guru's. One day illness is going to come, then happiness will be lost very easily, for all those things while you are ill you cannot have, because they are all things that lie outside of you, you may even have to leave your body, which will be very hard for you to do and this will make your parting a very painful event in all ways, both for you and for those who are reliant upon you for their own transient kind of happiness, the stress of holding onto this control over all these things will probably be the cause of this demise, because of stress related illness.
Yet in all of those momentarily happiness things that you chase after lies a key to true happiness, if you do not as most do, take them for only skin deep, for if one investigates what is happening within me on account of this new boyfriend/girlfriend, car, house, wealth etc. What is really happening inside of "ME" for instance it "FEELS" pleasant.
Now ask yourself; what caused this pleasant feeling? if you are superficial with your life then you will get a superficial answer back, Oh! I have a new car, a new boyfriend, a new house, I am wealthy now, and I am happy because of that, all these things in no time if you are honest with yourself are all but chasing the wind, yet still there was that moment you had this happiness "YOU FELT IT".
Then if you take the external environment that is the external stimulas car boyfriend house wealth out of this, that is that which caused this feeling, then you will be aware of some internal process that happened, it "FELT" remember and though I made all those rules with my mind and this thing that caused this "FEEL" within me was from the outside, there was something definate that happened inside of me.
Next question on one who wishes to fathom out the truth, where did I feel it after I had thought it through and everything met my mental criterior for happiness to happen?
Now for many people this "FEEL" will begin in the stomach, it is unusual in my own investigation to start in the chest area, as many people will be book read and say it felt in my heart area, we are not talking about books we are talking about real here, though I have to say one can once felt this "FEEL" in the stomach move it to the belly, or sometimes one will not be conscious that it was already feeling in the belly before you became concious of that "FEEL" rising into your chest, that I have seen to be possible.
Now you have observed that happiness was not really something that happened because of something that was outside of you, though somthing happened outside it cannot be responsible for inside me that is me inside...... Now what else happened so that this "FEEL" inside of the belly happened, well just before it your body felt free from tension, that is the mind was satisfied then the mind was at ease, therefore your body became realaxed all tension left your body, because everything met your criterion for happiness there was also a moment of stillness.
If you look further into yourself you would have seen that your breath had slowed right down and that you were breathing in a different way there it was and then gone, why because you were controlled by your environment, it stopped you made it stop when the external thing stopped, you made it stop with mind and rules, you layed down conditions for your own happiness to happen, you layed down those condition in the environment which is like the cattle we spoke of, your cattle are mostly outside of your control that is why so few people really are happy with their lives, when you try to control a something, when you try to lay rules on a something that you think will make you happy, you have basically given permission for everything and everyone to control you this outside control causes inner tension this causes dis-ease unhappiness eventually this stress will cause death to the body, the more you have control of your body the more longer life you will give to it, keep tension away, keep body relaxed at all times.
How to take back control of yourself? "LET GO" let it all go, get rid of it the need to control the need of false stimulases, then you have a clear ground that you can work in, then look at all those mechanisms you observed when momentarily happiness was happening to you, they were all inner levers, observe your mind and the things you have become attracted to like a magnet and you create all kinds of things around this, like Frazier in the beginning of this discourse he lost himself in everything because he feared facing himself with nothing to do, why? Because he thought he could find happiness in doing something outside of himself when he should have looked inside and took control of his own levers by learning to be aware, by knowing how to bring internal happiness, one can defeat an enemy once he knows that enemy wrongful pursuit of one 'Thinks' as happiness.
Take back control of your mind, take back control of your breath, and take back control of your body, if you think I mean meditation then you are wrong if you think that meditation is a something to do to find happiness, if you think that meditation is not doing anything then you begin to get the idea, just sit do nothing and you will find your true nature is really happiness, it is not in doing meditation meditation is in nothing, but not happiness reliant upon anything it is happiness that can only be come to by achieving inner peace and this inner peace can only be come to when one has let go of all of those external stimulus's that you thought were going to give you true happiness, you were mistaken they were only clues for you to look inside of yourself and find the true source, a true inner search will find the same thing as I did; It was never happening outside it was always inside.
Now therefore if you are unhappy do not blame anyone except you yourself and your own inability not to see where it all comes from, it is you who is responsible for everything that happens to you true happiness is not dependant on external stimulus true happiness can only be found when one is at peace with themselves that is true happiness it has no boundary lines it is not dependant on anything other than the self, this happiness gives you the sleep of a new born all fears are lost all anxieties of losing it are non existent this happiness lies in not chasing happiness, but rather to discover the peace within the self that is true happiness and it cannot be taken away, if you get good at this the time that comes to take leave of the body it will be a pleasant experience rather than a nightmare for yourself and everyone involved with you.
LOVE TRUTH PEACE COMPASSION FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOM
OZAY RINPOCHE
Thursday, 15 April 2010
I can, And I will.
this is an unusual topic for me to discuss, why you may ask? the power of positive thinking had a lot to do with what happened to me during that time I spent in solitary confinement in Cardiff prison before I attained what to many seems impossible. I therefore have to concieve what kind of person it was before it came to that point of realiseation.
I remember thinking a lot about situation I would find myself in looking up to my brother whom I idolised and would always try to emulate his footsteps and of course my father who had died when i was only 18 months old, I put him in the position of a god like status, because my mother had told us all the stories about him she had painted a picture of a heroe beyond ondinary proportions at least that was how it went in my mind as i was growing up.
Then of course there was my brother, who I did not realise because of the lack of a father figure in his life and that he had become untamed and wild had a vicious brutal temper, this was also part due to the fact he was bullied by a certain teacher, he wore a great chip on his shoulder, for instance that particular teacher I am talking about was called Dicky hiley, he would pick on my brother mercilessly, well you know what they say about karma....listen to this for what goes round comes round.
We were by now older than we were when we were in the school of Dicky hiley then we were about 5-8 something like that, one day when John my brother was 18 years old and I was 16 we were walking down Trevethin hill, in pontypool South Wales United Kingdom, and guess what and who was walking up the Hill? yes you got it, it was the one and only Dickey Hiley, John had been to detention centres, Borstals and became quite powerful because he had trained as an olympic lifter and won the British title, so you can imagine he was quite a lumpy lad, Dickey hiley did not know what was coming to him on that day, he did not know that that day his sin were going to be relinquished, his karma was going to be put back into balance and God had chosen my brother to be his redeemer.
My brothers walks in front of Dickey hiley and blocks his path so that Dickey hiley would have to stop walking and look him in the face, John said " Do you know who I am?" with that grimace on his face with the look of anger burning in his eyes and a passion of Zorba, Hiley said no who are you? With a look of what i thought was fear, he had felt Johns anger so did I it was so powerful, then he said "I am John Cornick, do you remember me now?" With that John pounced on him I had seen this so many times happen to me, he beat him to the ground and when he fell to the ground he beat him even more, he just beat him and beat him until he could not beat him no more there were cries from Dickey hiley like a little baby crying for his mother.
Then after John had let out his anger, he said to him, now you know what it feels like to be bullied, how does it fucking feel Hiley. I thougt he was dead, but I guess he was just too frightened to answer him back in case he gave the wrong answer which was a wise choice I thought at the time.
There were incidences like this that had happened several times when I went out with my brother and I thought he was it no one was better than my brother, I heroised him, This made me think in a certain way as i was growing up, I did not see that my mothers was heroising my dad because she had loved him so much and could not speak anything else about him, people were frightened of my brother and I only saw that this was special, I was in a very perculiar situation for my environment which help to grow in me an attitude of greatness, so no wonder did i come to reason at a very young age like this: If any man can do this thing then I can also do this thing no matter what it is i have the power and I know I CAN AND I WILL.
This attitude stayed with me that day in 1982 springtime much like the day I am writing this on that i became liberated, for it was the I CAN AND I WILL, attitude that took me all the way to die unto the self and be born again, useing a Christian adage.
Love truth peace Compassion Freedom
Ozay Rinpoche
I remember thinking a lot about situation I would find myself in looking up to my brother whom I idolised and would always try to emulate his footsteps and of course my father who had died when i was only 18 months old, I put him in the position of a god like status, because my mother had told us all the stories about him she had painted a picture of a heroe beyond ondinary proportions at least that was how it went in my mind as i was growing up.
Then of course there was my brother, who I did not realise because of the lack of a father figure in his life and that he had become untamed and wild had a vicious brutal temper, this was also part due to the fact he was bullied by a certain teacher, he wore a great chip on his shoulder, for instance that particular teacher I am talking about was called Dicky hiley, he would pick on my brother mercilessly, well you know what they say about karma....listen to this for what goes round comes round.
We were by now older than we were when we were in the school of Dicky hiley then we were about 5-8 something like that, one day when John my brother was 18 years old and I was 16 we were walking down Trevethin hill, in pontypool South Wales United Kingdom, and guess what and who was walking up the Hill? yes you got it, it was the one and only Dickey Hiley, John had been to detention centres, Borstals and became quite powerful because he had trained as an olympic lifter and won the British title, so you can imagine he was quite a lumpy lad, Dickey hiley did not know what was coming to him on that day, he did not know that that day his sin were going to be relinquished, his karma was going to be put back into balance and God had chosen my brother to be his redeemer.
My brothers walks in front of Dickey hiley and blocks his path so that Dickey hiley would have to stop walking and look him in the face, John said " Do you know who I am?" with that grimace on his face with the look of anger burning in his eyes and a passion of Zorba, Hiley said no who are you? With a look of what i thought was fear, he had felt Johns anger so did I it was so powerful, then he said "I am John Cornick, do you remember me now?" With that John pounced on him I had seen this so many times happen to me, he beat him to the ground and when he fell to the ground he beat him even more, he just beat him and beat him until he could not beat him no more there were cries from Dickey hiley like a little baby crying for his mother.
Then after John had let out his anger, he said to him, now you know what it feels like to be bullied, how does it fucking feel Hiley. I thougt he was dead, but I guess he was just too frightened to answer him back in case he gave the wrong answer which was a wise choice I thought at the time.
There were incidences like this that had happened several times when I went out with my brother and I thought he was it no one was better than my brother, I heroised him, This made me think in a certain way as i was growing up, I did not see that my mothers was heroising my dad because she had loved him so much and could not speak anything else about him, people were frightened of my brother and I only saw that this was special, I was in a very perculiar situation for my environment which help to grow in me an attitude of greatness, so no wonder did i come to reason at a very young age like this: If any man can do this thing then I can also do this thing no matter what it is i have the power and I know I CAN AND I WILL.
This attitude stayed with me that day in 1982 springtime much like the day I am writing this on that i became liberated, for it was the I CAN AND I WILL, attitude that took me all the way to die unto the self and be born again, useing a Christian adage.
Love truth peace Compassion Freedom
Ozay Rinpoche
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Who do I offend by using such names? And who is offended? Why should they be offended? A... See More name is just a name, and a tradition is a tradition, nothing else, it is not greater than man for all men ccarry what is greater than tradition and all else implied comes from mind measure, judgeing etc, when a man has become master of the self, or enlightened, no matter what name you bestow upon him he will not feel that he is anymore precious than you are he will deny he is any priviledged position that is any greater than a bird or a butterfly he has found oneness with all life forms and he is indistinguishable in forms, name is not his level of existence, name is the level of existence in those who inflict that name or title on him, if the name means something to him then for sure I can tell you that he has not reached self mastery he cannot be enlightened or know of it as experience.
It is good that there are those who are guardians of scientific religion, that they may pass this knowledge onward to others so that the few will become enlightened, but do not expect to see an enlightened master making such a show with his name, if others give it then it is they who carry that name not he.
And I am carrying that name as a fraud so that others will understand and begin to look for truth not in only in a certain name of certain cloths, there are gurus everywhere, and not always in body form, a dog can be a guru, a message sent from god can come from the village idiot, or a criminal like me but the true Guru for everyone is mans own ego which is a means to its own end, by the use of suffering does it bring you to enlightenment.
Gods problem with sending messages to humanity is this: (Ignorance) That he has sent messages to you in all forms, in the words of your mother though she may not know, in the words of a blade of grass though you may not see, in the sound of a song though you may not hear, he has used all kinds and sent messages in all ways but we do not listen, so he can only scrape through very small messages because most humanity have very small ability to allow truth to enter, and for them it has to be in a remote place like India or Tibet, because ego has to feel better than others it has to feel special enlightenment take away the need to feel self special, a true master will say to you why did you come all this way when what you were looking for was in your own country, in your own town, in your own
house, the answer was always in you, You should have given that money you wasted getting here to charity it would have served you better, you have been fooled by your ego, you were chasing an ego a name an illusion the answer is in you, not the name you but the inner you, and that is where you will find me too.
That is why I use the name, it also disturbs people and this disturbance in the past I have used to help people see themselves more clearly by unblocking the ability to see truth above name and also to see the delusion they chase after, but for those who are still chasing this that is where they are at and that is their guru because guru is with you all the time, true guru is ego, remember I had reached enlightenment in a prison cell in 1982 and I am qualified to speak on this subject.